Everybody has flaws. I know I do especially. I have both physical and mental flaws. Usually I don’t let the physical flaws bother me, I have days where I look in the mirror and feel ugh, but it passes.
My mental flaws are the ones that bother me the most. They are the ones that hold me back and they are the ones that result in me losing people close to me.
My biggest flaw is that I do not know how to convey my feelings to others in a healthy way that would lead to a discussion and a resolve. Instead it leads to disagreement, silence, anger, upset, darkness. Anything of the opposite desired effect.
I don’t know why this is and I don’t quite know what I say that is so terrible that it causes such a reaction in others. This is why it is still a flaw within me.
Sometimes flaws seen by others, we can’t see ourselves. Sometimes flaws are only flaws to certain people and not everybody. It takes some understanding to see past them and it takes some awareness to see them within ourselves.
I hope one day I figure out what it is about me that scares other people off and it bothers me I don’t see it already. My main flaws ends up hurting myself the most in the end, this is why I am my own worst enemy.
Until next time, love yourself, flaws and all.