What’s next?

I haven’t posted in a little while due to the fact that my flight was delayed last Sunday and I was stuck in Sweden for another week. When I say stuck, I really mean I got the chance to spend more time there and it was a really great time.

My anxiety got the better of me the previous week due to things I should not have let get to me, so I took this last week as a second chance to make the most of my time there.

Being in Sweden made me think that I could really feel home there. I love the city, the scenery, the food and the company. I’ve been away in the past and been stuck indoors a lot, just waiting. This time was great because it is so easy to get around on foot that I found myself looking forward to getting out more.

I saw the transition into spring and it was beautiful to see. The sun shone, the birds sang and for the most part I felt at peace. This is oddly surprising as I know that when I get home (I’m currently writing this on board a plane) I have a lot of hard work ahead of me to get my life back into some sort of independent state. No more waiting around to live, if I want a happy life I have to truly get to grips and knuckle down.

Writing is a passion of mine and until I’m in a position where I can earn a living from it, I will do whatever it takes to put my life back on track.

I honestly don’t know what’s next, but one thing I do now is that I feel safe for now.

Until next time, enjoy your day!

-Sara

32 Comments

  1. I know exactly how you feel. I’ve been afraid all my life of this and that and anything that could hurt me. Now I tell myself… just go and do it. Still with anxiety and nerves but once I’ve done it I wish I had tried years ago. My life would be different but nothing’s stopping me from changing my life now :).
    E.

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  2. Go kick some are! 😉 You can do it! Getting away is sometimes the most helpful kick in the butt to get us back on track! Keep moving forward and see the most miraculous transition happen. These two quotes are quotes that I wrote and I hope they encourage you.

    Follow the smiles! Happiness will magically appear. – K.E.Tole

    When we focus on the great, fabulous, fantastic, AWESOME, unbelievable and “didn’t think it would happen” moments, we soar! – K.E.Tole

    Cheers!

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